
Beautiful boy
自分の美しさ まだ知らないの
Happy 26th Angel Day♥I could spend years typing up an essay about you but I doubt it's possible to put into words what I truly feel. Sometimes I think that all those times I said I didn't have a "favorite", I was actually lying. I think my bias towards you have always been obvious. After all, this journal was named after you. It's funny how I often denied playing favorites, saying that all Super Junior members are number one in my heart when I've always been so blindlingly partial to you in one way or another. I don't know how or when it started but my fondness for you has grown into something that held no conditions. No matter what you said and did in the past, no matter what you will say and do in the future, and no matter what other people may say, I still and I will always love you.
I admire your leadership and it's kind of ironic how you think you're not a good enough leader. You took 12 people under you and led them here-- perhaps not the top yet but nearly there, don't you think? It's a wonderful feat to accomplish and I'm sure you're somehow proud of yourself for it even if you think you're just a fool leading the colors of the rainbow to the pot of gold. If this is where a fool’s lead took you, I'd like to see where a genius could’ve lead Super Junior.
Someday, Angel, the skies will be filled with pearl sapphire blue and all your dreams will be fulfilled. I'll make sure to live to see that day because I want to see your smile when it happens. I have no doubts that it would be the most beautiful smile you'll ever grace the world with.
( 난 느꼈죠 기적은 바로 너란걸 )credits: soompi & sjmarket